1. Love

2. Death

3. Riddle

4. Story

5. Memory

6. Sight

7. Identity

8. Style

9. Impact

10. Perspective

11. Rivalry

12. Convention

13. Truth

14. Woman

15. Men

16. God

17. Satan

18. Blood

19. Maquam

20. …

My eye hurts. As if someone had stuck a needle into it. Or as if I had stuck the needle in myself. My calmness is mostly gone; it was replaced by quiet anxiety, a vibration of sorts. I can’t remember how I wrote before at all. I can’t remember how to start. But I do know what I have to do.

(transl. Magdalena Małek-Andrzejowska)